oh how infinite it felt like
millions of light years passed
a lost totality
have I already grew old ?
with my un-used talents and hair turning grey
with da tiny wrinkles boiling up at the corners of my left eye when laughing
would i still be beautiful when the moment splashes?
the moment of caught by your spell
from a squeezed distance
from the cracks with vaseline,
the cracks exposed to some slices of open ludicrous sky
where you drew the future as in an oracular spit
have i already became a confused mess?
for those thoughts tangled and wishes hidden
for childlike wonder
for longing to be in love
that dimpled swirling smile
which turned my heart into a shy octopus
electrified by the touch of your ecstasy
would i fall again?
like the first time when our lips plummeted from Pluto
future and past collapsed onto present
on da cosmic disco tear-land
a dithyrambic fantasy postulated
let’s do a 3-d print of our kiss
with a belt of snowy foam
and the noise uttered in unconsciousness
let’s rob a bakery and drive to Mexico
selling ice-cream while watching the mountains on fire
let’s make love on da purple eggplant chair
me wearing the flower crown u made and the tears you cried
you, my ultra-sonic musical
my secret holographic porn-star
how much i fear to have u drift away, us drift away
someday, one day
would our love eventually fade into dust?
washed by the quantum chaos from the strange human kind,
when your blood tastes like crystalline criminology,
when my skin peels off from the glittering skirt,
would you still call me darling?
and it would be on that day,
when i open my eyes in the morning
having you cuddle me from behind,
on the flower bed with unfeigned ananas bless
i turn towards you
hands in your hair,
my lips on your chest,
my dilated pupils whisper,
as a far sea moves into your ear,
"i love you more than yesterday."
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